It’s been 2 months into the new year and I’ve accomplished far more than I ever did last year altogether. Finally not fucking up in life!
School
As far as school is concerned, I’ve found out my graduation date — now, all I have to do is do everything that it possibly takes to not fail and graduate on the dean’s list so I can intern for one of the bigger nutrition facilities around California. For YEARS I fooled people into thinking I knew what I was doing in regards to school, but it feels good to finally know. It feels good to not be lost anymore. I’m ready to graduate from college… whatever it takes.
Work
My biggest annoyance in life is work. I can’t stand the job and sometimes the management. I love the people I work with, but let’s be real - who stays at a job for the people? Haha, and even then some of my coworkers are incompetent and retarded, lol. If there’s something I’m not motivated to do, it’s finding a new job. But hey, money is money and I’m being paid well with flexible hours. Sounds perfect, right? Try working at Taiwanese restaurant, please. Haha
Family
I think there’s nothing more that will ever drive me more than my family. My biggest support comes from the two people who brought me to this Earth. It’s more evident how clear it’s become that they’re the reason for almost everything I do. When you grow up you start to realize how much someone’s impacted your life through the years, especially after understanding that time is limited. I love my parents. Through all the fucks up they still haven’t thrown me out of the house lol. I LOVE YOU MOM <3 I know how hard it is for you right now, and I’m gonna be here with you through it all..
Oh, and I miss my cousins!
Friends
2nd to family, I’ve got amazing friends who’ve supported me through things that sometimes they couldn’t even understand. This year started with a trip to San Diego, and this summer we’re heading to San Francisco. I’ve had plenty of good times — drunk or sober, it’s always fun with the people I surround myself with, haha. Good company ALWAYS! Forgiving old friends for past fuck ups, and apologizing myself for my irrational behavior has made things better. Maturity! And for the ones who helped me get through the toughest year, thanks so much (especially to my best friends). ITS BEEN A YEAR! AhHHHHh haha. And to the one’s that know and decided it wasn’t all that important, this is why I decided to cut ties with all of you. I’m gonna keep on keepin’ on with the good times! :)
Relationships
I’m comfortable back in the game, lol hahaha. :)
Good start to the year. You really just gotta find a way to love life, or you’re doomed. Hahaha
